freakin out...

I am aware that this opperation is a good thing, but i have to admit i have my worries (as co-wife would say i was born to worry) but i think that i have everyright to have issues. I'm not that good with sick people... i can get pretty ratty actually but i'm going to have to deal with two sick people, both of which will be too sick for me to be allowed to inflict violence on! I think that i will ask both of there doctors for sedatives so i can just dope them up. It might be our only chance of survival.